Randomness

It seems that no matter how much i try not to think about certain things, they keep popping up in my head. Even if i try and lie to myself and say its okay, it always comes back. I guess maybe i should talk about it, but whenever i do, i feel like it gets nowhere, so idk what to do. If i bring it up, im not going to get the response i want, so i just dont bother, and then just let it build til i explode...which isnt good either, so idk. Oh wells. Nuff for now.
~sarah