so here's a thought....why is it that when i try and do something that makes me happy, everybody trys and make me feel bad about my decision?? It's very hard to be nice all the time, when all i really want to do is to just look at them and say "shut it, it's my choice, and i don't care what you think." It's like sometimes i feel like i have to be a bitch just so i can sort things out for myself, before everybody ends up in my head and confuses my thoughts even more. It's so frustrating..like why does it matter what you think? Can't I just do something that makes me happy, and makes sense to me?? I'm not asking you to understand or even to change your way of thinking, I'm just asking you to accept that's how i feel, and not to make me feel like i'm doing something wrong, and i should feel bad for my actions, when i don't.
blah, on another note, i'm looking forward to having wednesday and thursday off! :)
but wow...for trying not to rant..i'm not doing a very good job at this..lol! :/
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lol your always ranting! SOOOOOO ANGRY!!!!!!
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