Gum.

So today my mom comes into my room with 3 new packs of this mentos gum and says "so your sweetheart can chew four pieces" lol. I was telling her how Nathan liked the gum i had in my car, and she got more for me to put in there for him and i to eat. :)
So my day started around 5am this morning. I got up and got ready for work, i had to be there bright and early at 6am to help out with inventory. I had never worked on inventory so i wasn't really sure what was going to happen, but i soon caught on when i showed up. We basically go behind the people who were scanning the bar codes of all the product, and double count to make sure they have the same number we got, and everything is there and accounted for. I enjoyed working this shift, and it was actually a lot of fun. I like the repetitive nature of inventory and would do it everyday if i could. :)
After work I went home and my mom, uncle, dad and i went out to eat at hickory tavern where i got a salad and it was most delicious, especially since it was one of those build your own salads! :)
After lunch I was home for maybe 20 minutes max before boredom hit and i decided to go shopping. So i hopped in my car and drove to the mall to spend some money and shop. I bought 6 t-shirts from work, all the same style, but all different colors, for under 60 dollars!!  I also got a pair of tights to go under these cute shorts i got at torrid for 15 dollars, and i came up with a great idea to wear the entire outfit with a cute pair of boots, and i think it'll look kind of cute...though i'm to lazy to try it on now since i've been awake since 5am and haven't slept yet today.
Which speaking of, one would think i would be exhausted b/c i haven't been sleeping well without Nathan by my side at night, and i had to get up at 5am this morning, but actually, i've been pretty hyper all day and haven't really felt the need to take a nap yet. I think this whole not being a blob thing is wearing off on me. I guess Nathan was right when he said he'd cure me of my blobishness. :)  I may have had my doubts, but I think he might be onto something. Which speaking of, I miss him soooooo much right now. I'm hoping Tuesday we can hang out, since i get off of work at 11am, and he has that day and wednesday off, and on wednesday i don't have to be at work until 1pm which is always nice. :) But man, i can't keep sleeping this terrible without him here. I have been tossing and turning and feeling anxious all night and i don't like it. I miss having him there to snuggle up to and stay warm.

side note: i just got a text from Nathan and it says "you need to update your blog so i can have something to read"  lol. little did he know i was working on that very thing! :)

okay, so anyways, where was i??  oh right, the whole sleeping thing...i'm beginning to think it's a lost cause..though maybe tonight i will be wiped out enough from work and having been awake for 18 plus hours straight that i will be able to sleep really well. who knows?!   but anyways... my thoughts these days have all been focused around one person, fred, lol, just kidding. They have all been focused around Nathan. I find myself throughout the day wondering what he's up to, if he's thinking about me, how his day is going..etc. I always hope weather he's thinking about me or not, that his day is going well and he's not too bored at work, or where ever he might find himself.  :)
OH! so while i was shopping tonight, i came up with such a brilliant idea...but if i told you, i'd have to kill you, so my idea remains to be a secret. :p lol! I'll post my idea at a later date to get feedback, but for right now i'm kind of set on the thought that it's a secret...make it's kind of sneaky like. haha!!
I ran into Lacy while i was shopping and we decided that we would go out to dinner when she got off of work, so at around like 7pm we went out fox and hound and ate some delicious food and watched the end of the football game...uuh ravens and somebody...i believe...and she watched some of her bull riding that SHE love and I hate..haha! i'm scared to watch..it's to intense for me, and makes my anxiety act up more..so i tend to stay away from watching it...that, and i really have no desire to watch it anyways. But anxiety is the number one reason i don't watch a lot of things...such as house, and er, and all those gross medical shows. They scare me. :/ i don't like them..i'd much rather stick with glee, and trueblood. :D  WHICH btw i CANT wait for the season to come back...idk when it's due, but i really hope it comes back soon, b/c i LOVE that show!!  (trueblood is the one i'm talking about) I do love glee too, but it just ended and i'm more anxious for trueblood than i am for glee. :)
Alrighty, i think i'm done for tonight..more to come from the tales of the blob...



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